hey you

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hey you, the one who's reading this

i'm sad, i'm confused, i'm afraid
i don't know why i feel this way
no,
i actually know exactly why 

but whatever
so how is it been?
is it still the same?
is there still nobody who really listen to your story?
is talking with friends just feels like a war zone of who's gonna speak next and you ended up not really saying what you want to say?
well, they're human.
that's what they do best,
ignoring and forgetting
for you are a human too, you're not much different.
so suck it up

sorry,
that's okay, 
i'm here now
how do you feel? what are you thinking about? what is it that catch your attention the most these days?
i hope you still as strong as i remember you
remember when you got through that one really tough time?
remember when you stay up in the middle of the night just so you can cry your hearts out after everyone is asleep?
remember when you wouldn't sleep until two in the morning almost everyday because you don't want 'tomorrow' to arrive just yet?
yeah, i remember that
that time wasn't easy was it?
but i know you, 
i know that you will always remember and cherish those memories
i know that you think as time goes by those memories didn't seems so bad
have you ever thought to share those memories with anyone?
well don't
they won't understand
even worse, 
they won't listen
they will think it's not as bad as what they've been through
they might be right just as much as they might be wrong
no one could ever tell
so it's useless to talk about it with them

i guess what i'm trying to say is, 
this time will be just like that
i don't know when, but one day, this time will be a precious memory too
one day this time will not seem so bad
so hang in there okay?

i can not promise you that there won't be any hard time ahead
if there's one thing that i do can promise you is that you are going to be strong enough to get through it.
just trust me on this alright
like i said, i know you

that's all that i can say for now,
see you soon

p.s: can you pray for me? i kinda need it. your prayer sometime got answered almost instantly right? i like that about you